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Xistentia: Mod ([personal profile] spoofer) wrote in [community profile] xistentiaooc2017-12-20 08:59 pm
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LOVE MEME

Welcome to Xistentia's first Love Meme!

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[personal profile] pillz 2017-12-25 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
PUDDINNNGGGGUh,

Happy Christmas Eve. I'm grateful to Nubl forever that she introduced us. I think it was Nubl anyway. Since then it's been some crazy stuff, with Mythian bringing us closer together with one of my fav ships to have ever RPed, and the continuation of the dysfunctional friendship between Kavinsky and Rosie. I am now and will always be a huge fan of your writing, your gift for weaving in funny character moments with psychology and capturing the physical presence of your fine children.

I v much hope at some point you get past your anxiety about RPing canon characters, but I also very much admire that you've broken out into trying multiple characters just this year too! Puds you are such a courage wolf, and you're specifically the kind of courage wolf who tries to temper herself and be considerate of others in her endeavors, including your family and friends. I'm really excited to meet you next month. ALL THE BEST.
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kat

[personal profile] shadowblends 2017-12-25 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
and her dweeb-y little bloo
aka: kurt wagner ([profile] preciousblueberry)
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[personal profile] money 2017-12-26 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
dear charlie!!

i am sorry this is coming to you so late, i was just lazy about it, there is no other excuse. anyway, i wanted to show my appreciation for you on this nice christmas evening, because you have been such a wonderful person in my life especially recently, and i will always be thankful for what a kind, genuine, and hilarious person you are. you bless me everyday with your presence, and you are a very bright part of my day. i love to chat with you about silly things, and yell about things that get me ( and both of us!! ) excited. it will always mean the world to me that you are such a sincere and trustworthy person, and that you listen when there's something i feel passionately about, and that you indulge me when i ask you silly questions about tarot and zodiac stuff and other witchy things. i like listening to you explaining stuff that you're clearly passionate about, it's like a happy place of mine.

anyway!! i'm pretty sure we met in eudio but it also could've been before that i don't remember?? but i do remember falling in love with tris when i was rping merlin, and then swiftly forcing you to rp gay stuff with tris and dickie. tris is such a soft little angel boy, with too much sass and snark, and i love him endlessly -- i also feel weirdly connected to kon even though im pretty sure i never rped with him akjsfs I JUST LOVE HIM, i love his story and i love how in depth and thoughtful all your ocs are, and that's another thing i like to listen to you talk about, because i know you love your boys which means i also love them.

anyway the juicy part. thank you for getting me involved in penumbra. it's been so much fun to rp our sad space gays, nasty psls and sad game rps both included. your juno is an absolute delight and i really just can't thank you enough for letting me into this little world and indulging me in all the garbage that i want to rp. i think you're a fabulous writer, and that you build worlds out of your words, and that you have a wonderful talent for putting raw emotion in your writing that i am secretly very envious of.

i also love juno and shep but i have written too much already. have a lovely holiday charliepops!! treat yourself to a lot of indulgent things, drink a lot of tea, pet a lot of cats. keep writing your fic because it will be wonderful!! and mostly have a good christmas and a very happy new year ♥


also thank you for introducing me to a lot of good music the other day, i have been listening nonstop
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2017-12-26 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Hello Morgan! We have only just recently met and begun a thread, but you have been a very kind and friendly face on my timeline thus far. I'm happy to meet and start to get to know you. I admit I am completely canonblind but Thea seems like exactly my kind of lady in that she's very smart, capable, and just all around awesome.

Thank you for joining our little game and making it that much more lovely. I hope you're having some happy holidays and ring in the new year well!
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2017-12-26 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Hello Timmy!

I am so excited to play off our your Loki. I actually confessed to a friend recently that I have had bad luck with MCU players and was so thankful to have such an amazing, consistent cast here to be able to bounce off of and you're the one that came to mind immediately as I said it. Your Loki is just as amazing as you are! Because even though we've just met, I've enjoyed seeing you on my timeline and getting to talk about fellow teacherly things.

I know things haven't been The Best in some ways but as I've said before I have been in a similar position and am always happy to talk or even just listen if you need someone who Gets It on some level. Either way, I am wishing you and yours all the best this holiday season and hope that you bring in the new year as well as you possibly can.
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2017-12-26 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
hello Kerry!!

I've said this before, but I'll say it again, from one OC player to another Rafa is just absolutely incredible. Since I drew so much inspiration from Rosie and her lore from early 90s Anime, I am always just so blown away by people who worldbuild and craft so many engaging, wonderful characters in the way that you have. I will always recall how I was like 'oh cool another OC let me check out their info' expecting maybe a basic info page but then isntead coming out hours later just like thAT WAS AMAZING???? SCREAMS ABOUT IT FOR A GOOD LONG WHILE

forever mad that there isn't a published book yet that follows this lovely little vampire's adventures bc I'd read it in a heartbeat

I also love Wyatt and lot and that you aren't afraid to have characters clash! it's something I find people tend to avoid in rp, conflict and the drama associated with it, but it's been very refreshing to have CR with Wyatt and Rosie who don't always get along but are trying to be on better terms and still kind of slipping and sliding their way through how to go about that after a v rocky start. AND I JUST LOVE THAT MY CR BETWEEN YOUR TWO I'VE MAINLY PLAYED WITH ARE SO DIFFERENT, LIKE... that's the sign of a brilliant writer to me, that I can have such different yet still fun and amazing writing experiences with the same person.

i'm so happy you stepped up to help mod Xist and keep this little game I love afloat

i actually have like paragraphs more to blather on about but I keep telling myself to be brief and condense but ANYWAY POINT IS I LIKE YOU LOTS AND I'M SO HAPPY WE MET BACK IN EUDIO AND HOPE WE KEEP RPING FOR MANY MOONS TO COME
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2017-12-26 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
hello charlie!

i'm so happy that the rp seas carried you back to me. I may have known you by a different name in our Haven days, but I remember thinking you were a brilliant writer and person even then - and surprise, that hasn't changed one bit! I've been so happy to reconnect and talk with you again and have your lovely little fais on my timeline once more.

i'm entirely canonblind since I don't do the podcast thing but but juno is just so fun. I've loved him and aymeric a ton and look forward to where their CR goes! I also just look forward to being part of your rp life again for hopefully a while to come.
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2017-12-26 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Neth, if I could count the ways I love you

we'd be here all frickin' day. I had a whole long eloquent thing planned in my head to write out and send to you but I kept getting emotional and sappy and misty-eyed thinking about it. I think that says a lot in and of itself!!!

you were one of the people who got me back into rp after a two year hiatus with Toothiana in Adstring and I am so so happy I met you back then. You've been a wonderful support since. Even though there were times we drifted just because of not being in the same rp circles or sharing fandoms, I'm so glad that we've cycled back to a place where can rp and A SHIP at that!!

which is another thing I need to thank you for. I know I'm not the fastest of the best aymeric out there, but you've been so patient and understanding with me and my slow self. I can never show enough appreciation for this because I love Aymera so much even if Aymeric isn't the easiest for me to right and I noticeably lag sometimes.

beyond rp, you've just been such an amazing friend to me for the past five years or so. you were there when I lost my father and one of the people I remember being a consistent, friendly face that I absolutely needed in that difficult time. and you've always been happy to talk, swap salt, and enjoy FFXIV with me. I'M STILL SO SAD MY RING DOESN'T TELEPORT ME TO YOU ANYMORE, BUT MAYBE ONE OF THESE DAYS WE'LL BE IN-GAME MARRIEDS AGAIN...

anyway, thank you so much. you're amazing and I'm so happy you joined xist and only add to this lovely little community that we have
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2017-12-26 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
hello kat!!

I am so so happy that you joined Xist and that I got to know you re: Mythian. FinPhin is one of the few things that I will hold onto for dear life from that latter verse, you best believe. they took me totally by surprise, the soft boi and the shark-man, and I love every single second of it even as slow as I am. thank you for putting up with me even when I noticeably lag more on Finley tags than others.

ALSO, DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON KURT AND ROSIE... i love love love familial type cr. I also love when it isn't my typical type of familial cr. rosie is often seen as the younger sister when it comes to family archetypes so to have her be a big sister and wingwoman/look out for kurt just gives me so much joy you don't even know!! I'm v much looking forward to where all our CR goes whether here or in Mythian and

I'm so happy to know you, Kat! we've both watched salt stocks go on the rise and confided in one another some difficult times we've both had. it's rare to me in rp to find people I connect and feel comfortable with so easily so thank you for that especially. ONE DAY I WILL VISIT FAM IN THE MISSOURI AREA and have to see your lovely self for sure!! until then though, I'm always happy to chat at you and I hope you're just as happy to chat at me too.
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2017-12-26 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
since you don't have a comment anywhere else, i'm going to attack this one okok

hello finest china, I'm sure you know by now just how much I adore you. I haven't been shy with that at all in recent times but only because it's true and I'm happy to tell you at every turn just how amazing you are to me! whether it being rping epic romance nosie with me or modding this little game that I love, rp-wise knowing you has just brought so much joy into my life. I actually was at a point where I was wondering if rp was still really for me in late 2016/early 2017 but lo and behold here I am a year later and only the better for knowing you. i'm so glad my PROBABLY AWKWARDLY INTENSE ENTHUSIASM for our rp didn't scare you or hasn't yet and hopefully won't glkagha

on a more personal front, you have been such a wonderful person to be able to confide in and vent to. I often feel bad I end up like vomiting a bunch of feelings on you when I tell myself not to but you've never once shown any sign of it being a bother or making me feel uncomfortable about it. perhaps that's why I find it so easy to come to you because I know I can and get some great advice or just a friend to talk to when I need it. so thank you for that! I appreciate it more than you'll ever know.

I also just respect you a lot for the work that you do. as someone wanting to get into educational psychology, I always love chattering about the things you've learned and know. even if it's usually on a less professional level, as you know I am a very cognitive person and have a lot of thoughts about a lot of things at any given time.

ANYWAY, before I go off on some weird tangent I just wanted to say that I love you in so many ways and I am so excited to meet you soon and hope that you have a great holiday with your fam and that the new year treats you well and you have success in your business ventures and all that jazz!!
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[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2017-12-26 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
hello mon shari

I still laugh about that story sometimes, actually, that goes with your name. it's just one of the many things I like about you a lot and think make you that much of an interesting, wonderful person. I have enjoyed rping with you since eudio days and glad that you started mythian because I've had such wonderful times there with you and others!!

when it comes to rp, I said this earlier in the year but will repeat myself. the way you write is such a captivating thing. it honestly feels like a work of art, the words that you weave together and that paint such beautiful visual pictures. i'm often enamored by each and every tag that not only is so vivid and descriptive but also fleshes out and defines the characters that you play in such wonderfully unique ways.

I hope you've had a lovely holiday season and that the new year sees you happy and well for some time
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hayley

[personal profile] deathkid 2017-12-27 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
nico di angelo → [personal profile] deathkid
jughead jones → [personal profile] novelizes
mikaela hyakuya → [personal profile] infatyuated

also general I LOVE THIS GAME and i'm so glad to play in it because everyone is so awesome
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Sammy

[personal profile] rootaccess 2017-12-28 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
( it just wouldn't be me if i wasn't doing this late af )

Darlene Alderson - [personal profile] rootaccess
Peter Parker - [personal profile] ptrprkr
Zane Freeman - [personal profile] tonality
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[personal profile] shadowblends 2017-12-31 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
hi timmy!!

i can't. exactly remember who tagged who first, but i'm super glad that we started threading! your loki has been a delight and every time i read he and kurt's (or even others' stuff), i can't help but giggle or get the feels. i'm totally looking forward to more shenanigans c:

and to watch loki be a helicopter mom
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[personal profile] shadowblends 2017-12-31 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
super co-mod kerry!!!

i'm disappointed in myself for not tagging the grinch because as i am going through the threads, i cannot stop heckling like a freaking hyena. kavinsky deserves that bowl of dicks okay

kurt and rafa's brief interaction was awesome! even though he had no idea who rafa was, kurt felt rather comfortable talking to him and found it easy for them to interact. he was nervous at first, but since rafa's a vampire and all, he absolutely thinks that qualifies him as a mutant and would love to continue helping however he can!

then there's wyatt who's just building kurt's confidence and destroying him with all these flustered feelings at the same time fjdk;lgd i'm really loving the the sort of easy-going dynamic they have and how wyatt gently urges kurt to come out of his shell without pushing too much!!

and i know we haven't chatted that much, but it's been a pleasure talking to you when we do. i'm just awful at keeping up with plurk most of the time ffff but here's to hoping that i can get better at it because i do enjoy conversing with you! keep up the great work yo <3
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[personal profile] shadowblends 2017-12-31 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
WE LOVE YOU TOO HAYLEY

the bit of interaction that kurt's had with all three of your characters has been awesome! i'm really looking forward to getting more cr with them and seeing how blue opens up to the idea of like, nico being the son of hades, if that should ever arise. i'm also curious about how he might interact with jughead being a regular human and all and the fact that mika's a vampire!!

he totally helped rafa with donating blood and stuff, so getting to find out about another vampire would be sweeeet. finding out about all these people that are mutants or are some form of is blowing his freaking mind man

i'm looking forward to doing more things with you as the new year comes in and things start settling down a bit
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[personal profile] shadowblends 2017-12-31 08:21 am (UTC)(link)
PUDDING ;u; i already told you once about this making me have lots of feels but AGAIN I HAVE LOTS OF FEELS

i'm also thrilled that i joined xist-- it's such a smol game but i love everybody here and everything that i have going on! i feel like kurt is going to flourish a lot c: and when i was first introduced to myth, i was so nervous because i'd never played any of my ocs with anyone, except one person and then bringing them onto dw? FFFFF OH MAN
but fin and phin's dynamic is so beautiful! on the daily, i ask myself: how the heck did this happen? i, too, love every single minute of it though and YOU KNOW I'LL WAIT FOREVER FOR THESE DORKS <3

SHOUTS MORE ABOUT FAMILIAL STUFF some of my favorite things are family stuff, especially 'found family' kind of deals where characters connect on some level. watching rosie get to play wingwoman/big sister is so freaking cute and i just. live for it. i'm so ready for their sibling spats, for them gently teasing each other and getting to maybe open up about their pasts and how similar they might actually be when it really comes down to it. plain and simple: bring it ON vibrates

and i'm extremely happy to know you! through all our chats and being able to lend a hand to one another, regardless of it only being internet-wise, it feels so relieving to know that i'm not the only one who struggles with the same things as someone else. BUT YES! one day, we'll get to meet up in person and i look forward to it. gosh fdjkl;gd before i get too feelsy again, i'll just say that i always love chatting with you, dear, and i hope the feeling is mutual. <3
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[personal profile] mordacita 2018-01-01 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Shari darling! We have been playing together for over a year now which is a very strange thing to think about! I can't believe it's been so long, but I'm so glad I've gotten to meet you and play with your wonderful characters. Dick and Rafa's cr will always be my absolute favourite, I love them so much. I loved their original connection in Eudio, and I love the strangeness of their new connection here. I feel like there's so much more we can do with them and I'm looking forward to all of it! Thank you so much for giving them to me.

I also have to give a little shoutout to Ari! I completely adore him Shari. I know he's not even in this game, but he and Dick are the two characters I most associate you with and I just love Ari as well. And so does Wyatt.

Honestly though I love playing anything with you. Shep and Jace's cr surprised me so much and gave me life, and I really hope we get to do more with them! And I have to get cr with Peter as well because you and Charlie broke my heart with that Penumbra story.

Thank you so much for being you! I'm really glad that we're plurkfriends too and you're such a sweet person Shari. I hope we keep writing together for a very long time to come!
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[personal profile] mordacita 2018-01-01 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi Charlie! I feel like I've known you forever at this point, we've been through a lot of games together. You have always been a joy to play with and I have always loved all my cr with you! Rafa and Tris in Eudio stick out the most for me, but you also had to destroy my soul with Juno's app so now I'm determined to be involved in that sweet lady's life. I have really loved the beginnings of cr between Juno and Wyatt and it's definitely one I want to build on this year!

Basically I'm glad we have a game together again and I'm glad you're still my friend and in my rp life. Thank you so much for sticking with me! I hope you have a lovely and peaceful new year. <3
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[personal profile] mordacita 2018-01-01 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi Pudding!!!

Honestly I can't believe it's been so long since I met you. I still felt like I was a newbie to Eudio when it closed, but I knew you even before that at Hadriel and that means it's been like two years!? Which is crazy to me. By now I've seen so many different versions of Rosie and my cr has been different with her in every iteration. Rafa sees her as something like a sister and that's always been such important cr to me. Then there's Rosie and Wyatt and I feel like they are the cr of might have beens! They could absolutely be a couple in some alternate world where things haven't happened the way they have. Thank you so much for playing everything with them out with me. I know that not everyone enjoys more negative/conflicty cr but I feel like it has really worked for them here. Hopefully their relationship can improve from here!

Thank you also for being so lovely to me all the time on Plurk! You're a really kind and nice person and I'm glad to know you. I hope we get to have much more fun together! xx
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[personal profile] mordacita 2018-01-01 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi Kat!

I just want you to know, I have loved your Kurt so very much! He has been so much fun with both Wyatt and Rafa and I really appreciate everything you've brought to him! tbh one of my 2018 plans is to bring another mutant for him to play with - a real Marvel style mutant this time! But even without that, I've loved his cr with my current boys. You've been so much fun to write with and I'm really glad you apped here! I hope we get to do much more together in the future. Thank you so much for bringing him here and giving me so much fun so far!
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[personal profile] mordacita 2018-01-01 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi Hayley!

I've known you since Eudio now, and I am so happy that you brought Nico here. I have loved being able to continue Rafa and Nico's cr. It's so complicated and so much fun; I love their friendship and the way they get along, but I also love the complication of how jealous Nico can make Rafa and how that colours their relationship and Rafa's relationship with Vex. I am so glad we've been able to continue that here.

But then also, Nico and Wyatt. Nico and Wyatt, I just didn't even see that coming. But they are wonderful, and they're so steamy together. I love it. Wyatt adores him, and it can only get more intense from here because Wyatt has real trouble doing anything casually. I have been having so much fun with them.

Also, I have to say I've really loved Mika too! Rafa feels really protective about him and wants to look after him and teach him and take him under his wing. Jughead is completely new to me, but we have the beginnings of cr with them and I hope we get to do more with them too!
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[personal profile] mordacita 2018-01-01 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Chinatown!!!

Firstly I wanted to say thank you for creating this game, and then thank you for letting me run it with you! I've had a lot of fun already and I'm looking forward to doing a lot more in this game.

Also, I just want to thank you so much for all your cr. Rafa and Kavinsky's cr has been one of my favourites of all time. You gave me the opportunity to play out Rafa developing this strange, close, complex relationship with Kavinsky and then actually turn him into a vampire. It has been a wonderful long-running plot which began in Eudio and has continued here, and I don't think there's many other people I could have played out such a slow burning plot with. You are incredibly reliable and flexible and I very much appreciate it. Their relationship is one of my favourites that I've ever played.

You are such a creative person. You are so good at making and delivering on plots, and you always seem to have new ideas. I genuinely envy that, and I feel lucky to have been able to participate in many of your plots not just here but in other games too. I really appreciate all the hard work you do and how willing you are to involve people in your plans. You go to great lengths to be inclusive and to always make things fresh and different and I don't think you always get the credit for that. I really appreciate you and the work you do. Thank you so much for all that you do. I hope I can live up to it and give to you as much as you give to me.

I also hope you have a very happy 2018, and that it's much better than 2017! <3
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[personal profile] pillz 2018-01-03 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
katty kat kat

This is as old as our friendship, but you are one of those brave people who doesn't think of herself that way, reliable while humble about it, and incredibly diligent and friendly in ways that are rare in this hobby. I WILL NEVer forget that we met on Sav where you showed up without any preexisting e-friends, and just did such a phenomenal job befriending everybody and throwing your baby mutant out there. I feel so fortunate that you were also open to joining Mythian and getting to know the rest of my friend circle, and then you migrated over to Xist whiCH I ALMOST feel like doesn't deserve you, and your demon boy, and how adorable you are.

I'm really excited we're getting to do some stupid boy shipping on this game! I've enjoyed it in the musebox and Sav, but with a little luck, we're going to escalate a little further. I just know I'm going to enjoy the Hell out of these shenanigans, because you're such a talented and responsive writer.

Always rooting for you RL. Happy New Year and hope 2018 is better than the last.
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[personal profile] pillz 2018-01-03 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
HAYLEYYYYYYYy

The things I like about you continue to be true, because you're made of resilient and powerful stuff. Your passion for Nico inspires always, and you're so open and enthusiastic about shipping that I only wish the complications of RL would release you fully into my mitts so we would just be playing dicks and funny stupid boy shenanigans all the time. I'm always happy to see your health is holding up, and as someone who's had some losses in the past 2 years, I always value your openness and thoughtfulness with speaking of illness from your personal perspective. I want everything good for you.

I love K and Nico's dynamic-- especially how it's developed and grown since we moved over to Xistentia, where their spikes of rivalry and jealousy evolved into this really beautiful, personal connection between two boys who are in a lot of pain.

PS that Organyc eyelash serum totally works. My eyelashes are way longer. It might help you too fuh sers. But in the meantime, your prosthetic ones are always of impeccable taste.

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